Is it the town? All these identities? That keep you staid? Unfulfilled? You’re always up and down and you say that it’s because of how everything else is but
you’ll be chasing your tail always while the only things that will change are the buildings. You say your energy is wasted here but you’re just tired out from
dodging honesty. Come on now; for as long as I’ve known you, you’ve been making excuses as if to settle for less than a childish ideal is a concession too far.
You point fingers at structures yet lean on them everyday. Maybe it’s time to stop sulking and reconcile the things that you want with their gain.